Now here is my dillema, I am in small town hometown of mine.... but my heart is not going to bend. As you know I am starting the retreat soon and I live by the love and acceptance rule I love everyone! Well as most of you know I have worked hard to cross many barriers in the last few years and the main one has been sexuality. I am not gay, but most of my friends are either gay, ts, tv, or any other type that does not fall into the "norm"...... small town hometown is closed to opening up and trusting an outsider and that includes the few gay and ts that I have met here...... isnt that a trip that the people I show the most love to rejects me? hehehehehehehe oh well............ God said no one had to accept my love, just that I had to give it.
Many Blessings
Rev. Carla Holland-Strange
Friday, May 21, 2010
Roller Coaster Ride
Man it has been an adventure in the last year and a half..... a guy from Word Press has been watching my blog and is interested in my writing a book on this crazy year of transition. I must admit my whole life has been a wild journey that was never boring nor even simple.........but very rewarding.
You must realize where I have been in my life and follow very carefully
Abandoned daughter of non-caring father---------->Class geek nerd--------->married to early to older man that used me for punching bag--------->stripper-------> drug dealer------- Saved/Baptised----> Mormon Stake Missionary-----> Hooker----->married dog breeder------>dying hooker------porn star-----porn producer----> ordained spiritual minister
Now can you beat that with a stick????? hehehehehehehehe Hell I would read it
and Oh My Heck wait till you hear about the people I have met!
You must realize where I have been in my life and follow very carefully
Abandoned daughter of non-caring father---------->Class geek nerd--------->married to early to older man that used me for punching bag--------->stripper-------> drug dealer------- Saved/Baptised----> Mormon Stake Missionary-----> Hooker----->married dog breeder------>dying hooker------porn star-----porn producer----> ordained spiritual minister
Now can you beat that with a stick????? hehehehehehehehe Hell I would read it
and Oh My Heck wait till you hear about the people I have met!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Update on Rick, Retreat and Me
Well things have been great and very sad lately, so I am still counting my Blessings that God is still doing the steering in my life, even though I do not understand most of the time.
I went to see rick the other day and he looks great...... he is still confused of why he is in jail and all the others aren't when for the First time in his life he did not commit a crime. I begged his family to help me, but as usual his sister Lisa stays in control of his mom. Still can't understand the selfishness that sprouts out of them. but it gives me a huge idea of why Rick is so screwed up. It is so much easier for a family to work things out rather than be so controling. He thinks that is all about inheritence, hell if he wanted to be evil after all of this he could tie things up for years in the courts. I would not blame him abit if he did. because even if a child is disinherited he can contest for years and tie the rest of the family up too.
I filed my non-profit today and I got a hard money guy that is getting 50% of what I need to open......... so that still leaves me with about 400K to get in donations and grants. God put this amazing place right in front of my eyes and I know that it is the home that Rick and I will grow old in. He is eligible for a PR bond in about a month, so I guess we are going to ride this out together. He knows that I am the only person that never gives up on him.........
I post this to my facebook page each time I blog so thanks to the 6000 regular readers and my 5 subscribers. I am so sorry that I don't get to post very often, but I post when I need too.
Carla Holland-Strange
702-496-3627
I went to see rick the other day and he looks great...... he is still confused of why he is in jail and all the others aren't when for the First time in his life he did not commit a crime. I begged his family to help me, but as usual his sister Lisa stays in control of his mom. Still can't understand the selfishness that sprouts out of them. but it gives me a huge idea of why Rick is so screwed up. It is so much easier for a family to work things out rather than be so controling. He thinks that is all about inheritence, hell if he wanted to be evil after all of this he could tie things up for years in the courts. I would not blame him abit if he did. because even if a child is disinherited he can contest for years and tie the rest of the family up too.
I filed my non-profit today and I got a hard money guy that is getting 50% of what I need to open......... so that still leaves me with about 400K to get in donations and grants. God put this amazing place right in front of my eyes and I know that it is the home that Rick and I will grow old in. He is eligible for a PR bond in about a month, so I guess we are going to ride this out together. He knows that I am the only person that never gives up on him.........
I post this to my facebook page each time I blog so thanks to the 6000 regular readers and my 5 subscribers. I am so sorry that I don't get to post very often, but I post when I need too.
Carla Holland-Strange
702-496-3627
Thursday, May 13, 2010
A Mothers Love
I want to send out a special note to my Mom and My Sister Kaye...... I love you both so very much. I know this has been a weird and crummy time this year and I feel that we weathered the storm pretty well as a family. I am sorry for the bad times, thankful for the good times and I believe it is the strength of our family and the mutual love that got mom thru her near death.
It breaks my heart when I see families that pull apart rather than bond together when times are tough.
Much Love and Many Blessings
It breaks my heart when I see families that pull apart rather than bond together when times are tough.
Much Love and Many Blessings
Donations for the New Ministry
Hello all, My name is Carla Holland-Strange..... I am a newly ordained Minister (August 2009) and I am trying to start a Non-Denominational Spiritual Retreat here in Mineral Wells....... We are also having prayer and assembly meetings. This is meetings for the bad boy types that don't feel that they fit into the "normal" Church type faith. I really don't care if you drink, smoke, or whatever as long as you love God and need a place to share that LOVE. You see I am an EX druggie, Pornstar and this year has brought me to a deep knowledge of Gods Love, not his judgement. All faiths will be welcome to use our retreat (pre-booking required) We are needing donations to get this up and going! Garage Sale Items, furnishings, and of course money!
Don't let your sins and guilts keep you out of Assembly....... feel free to call me 702-496-3627
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Rev.Carla Holland-Strange
Earthgoddesscarla.blogspot.com
Church of the Fallen Angels
702-496-3627
Don't let your sins and guilts keep you out of Assembly....... feel free to call me 702-496-3627
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Rev.Carla Holland-Strange
Earthgoddesscarla.blogspot.com
Church of the Fallen Angels
702-496-3627
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Begging not Asking
Dear Friends
I am BEGGING not asking..... for a favor. I have asked many times since I became homeless and not gotten a responce from most people that claim to care soooooo much about me. Words are cheap! Actions Speak ............. I am BEGGING for not only myself but others like me. People that got in a bad spot, lost everything and still survived. Now I have over 6000 people on my mailing list and I am ready to put this to the test. I found a property that I can buy.... it is 5 acres, within walking distance to many jobs........... it is also a place that after I get in will pay for itself (only $379,000)
I want to make a place for homeless to get a fresh start........ jobs are plentiful here. I don't really care if all of you know that I have been down and out this year........ your misconceptions are that I am that Vegas HotShot with all the great friends and huge connections. Well those great Vegas friends drove by me as I stood on the corner of Sahara and Jones homeless and hungry. The real Carla Michele Holland-Strange is a country girl with a country girl heart. I love the old fashioned things like true friendships, passionate love, home cooking, and charity that comes from the heart......... and above all eles the Golden Rule.
Thru the years I opened my home and heart to many of you, never asking anything in return.................. now I am asking that you give a gift of love back............. my paypal address is earthgoddesscarla@gmail.com ...... after this I will see who is a true friend.
Much Love and Many Blessings
Carla Holland-Strange
702-496-3627
I am BEGGING not asking..... for a favor. I have asked many times since I became homeless and not gotten a responce from most people that claim to care soooooo much about me. Words are cheap! Actions Speak ............. I am BEGGING for not only myself but others like me. People that got in a bad spot, lost everything and still survived. Now I have over 6000 people on my mailing list and I am ready to put this to the test. I found a property that I can buy.... it is 5 acres, within walking distance to many jobs........... it is also a place that after I get in will pay for itself (only $379,000)
I want to make a place for homeless to get a fresh start........ jobs are plentiful here. I don't really care if all of you know that I have been down and out this year........ your misconceptions are that I am that Vegas HotShot with all the great friends and huge connections. Well those great Vegas friends drove by me as I stood on the corner of Sahara and Jones homeless and hungry. The real Carla Michele Holland-Strange is a country girl with a country girl heart. I love the old fashioned things like true friendships, passionate love, home cooking, and charity that comes from the heart......... and above all eles the Golden Rule.
Thru the years I opened my home and heart to many of you, never asking anything in return.................. now I am asking that you give a gift of love back............. my paypal address is earthgoddesscarla@gmail.com ...... after this I will see who is a true friend.
Much Love and Many Blessings
Carla Holland-Strange
702-496-3627
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