10-20 years for Rick

Well here comes my problem, They are going after 10-20 years on Rick if he does not take the probation that is being offered to him.... He is scared that he won't be able to conform to the probation without screwing up.... I am going to ask that he be given that medication that makes you sick if you drink anything (court ordered) but I can't afford all of this. We will have probation fees, medications ,,,,, I don't know what to do. His Demons are alcohol...... his is an amazing person without it. I mean if he had cancer I would not leave him... Alcoholism is a disease too.

I catch so much hell because I keep taking him back... but I know the idiot will give his shirt to help someone and that is what I preach. He does not deserve 10-20 years because he won't let go of the damaged child that he struggles with.
I mean none of are perfect.... we evolve to perfection. I know he is a long way from perfect........ but I saw him do so much for others and that gives him redemption. I am all that he has and I will never betray him.

If I can just get the Foundation started we can get grants and more for the community..... Rick wants to teach the kids music and I want to teach them healing, animals, swimming, and spirituality. Marque will teach gymnastics, tennis, dance and theatre. I joined the Brave Heart Women and the empowerment of strong women will get me thru the hard times.

Now for the most important thing I have to do today.... I am NOT married to Richard John Digiacomo......... he thinks that since this is a common law state that it is sealed in stone and it isn't. I will not risk any of my grants or contributions getting into Rick's hands. Soon as I get the money to finish the non-profit the Directors will all be Empowered Women with no addictions.

Many Blessings
Carla