I was awakened this morning by something that I should tell you all about, well actually alot of things, but I can only tell you alittle this morning and more this afternoon.
I was born to a 16 yo mother and a 17 yo father in Texas May 2nd 1961, and my birth name is Carla Michele Holland. Life never was too easy but early on I bean to have near death experiences at 9 I got Scarlett Fever and ran 106 for 3 days, y mom bathed me in witch hazel and ice packs. Doctor told me at 15 I would NEVER be able to hae a child (I had 10 pregnancies by the time I was 23)in my 20's I had 2 strokes, cancer (hysterectomy) In Anchorage at Humana Hospital. Dr Oti (Anchorage) found a pituitary tumor n my brain at 24 (that cased the strokes) I have NEVER had it removed! Shit there has been so many that I can't even remember all of the dates but I remember the hospitals so you can verify anything I tell you! In fact most have been on TV.... Montel
Pancreatitis to the point of ICU RDH in Dallas
Staph and Blood poisoning Scott and White Temple Texas (Dr. Said I was the frst to jump a heart patient for surgery)
Ludwig Angina Disorder with a 10% chance to live Dec 2008..... I walked out of ICU Dec 24th 2008
26 poisons administered (enough to kill 5 men is what the doctors said)
Now look at my transformations mentally, emotionally and physically that I have gone thru in the last few years.... I lost 160 pounds from a size 28 to a 6! My hair turned from Red to Blonde overnight (I know that I call it my gray but it is blonde) My bone structure in my face has changed drastically, I love feel and act younger than I did at 30 and now I am 48!!!! My plastic surgeries have been tummy tuck, thigh lift (lousy one) and 11 breast butchers. NO facial surgeries at all.
NOW the big one..... a baby coming after a hysterectemy. I have never read the bible,but at 6am I have beeen ordered to read revelations and I guess that is what I wlll do this morning........... Many Blessings
There was a persecuton of an Angel that must be righted, and a rebirth of the knowledge that GOD loves you, that GOD and No other is the way to save this sewage bin that we call home. Don't shoot the messenger because you don't like the message.
Showing posts with label Michael Jackson. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Michael Jackson. Show all posts
Friday, October 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Special Knowledges and Sensing
Many Blessings and Good Morning
I tried to write this last night, but my little computer fairey just woould not let it go thru.....guess it wasn't the right time for it.
As most of you know, I get alot of visions since I nearly died in Dec, in fact on Dec 24th 2008 I did die for a couple of minutes. Well One of the Visions that I have is that Michael Jackson is NOT dead, I think that the world got too much for him and he felt that he was better to his kids to not be here. Well the reason this is so wierd to me is that I am not a fan, nor do I get star struck, been around alot of stars in my business. I believe that he was railroaded with the child molesting thing... special wierd people with abilities are strange, but NEVER harm a child. It just is not in us.
Now there is one thing if you just want to checkout, but another if someone else is getting hurt thru this, that Doctor tho he should never enabled the drugs, did not kill anyone. So Michael comeout from "under ground" and take responsibility. I knew I was right when your best friends did not attend your memorial. Sometimes you trust your friends with knowledges more than your family..... I know other things that I won't put in here.... but it is more proof that I know what I am talking about.
and No Mom and Kaye this still won't let you put me away for being a nut..hehehehehehehehe! I am still taking care of myself, working, keeping my weight off, praying everyday, escorting, but staying true to my God and knowledge that he loves me...... no matter how I earn my living. Because in A Course in Miracles I learned, our Bodies are Temporary Our Souls and Spirits forever
I tried to write this last night, but my little computer fairey just woould not let it go thru.....guess it wasn't the right time for it.
As most of you know, I get alot of visions since I nearly died in Dec, in fact on Dec 24th 2008 I did die for a couple of minutes. Well One of the Visions that I have is that Michael Jackson is NOT dead, I think that the world got too much for him and he felt that he was better to his kids to not be here. Well the reason this is so wierd to me is that I am not a fan, nor do I get star struck, been around alot of stars in my business. I believe that he was railroaded with the child molesting thing... special wierd people with abilities are strange, but NEVER harm a child. It just is not in us.
Now there is one thing if you just want to checkout, but another if someone else is getting hurt thru this, that Doctor tho he should never enabled the drugs, did not kill anyone. So Michael comeout from "under ground" and take responsibility. I knew I was right when your best friends did not attend your memorial. Sometimes you trust your friends with knowledges more than your family..... I know other things that I won't put in here.... but it is more proof that I know what I am talking about.
and No Mom and Kaye this still won't let you put me away for being a nut..hehehehehehehehe! I am still taking care of myself, working, keeping my weight off, praying everyday, escorting, but staying true to my God and knowledge that he loves me...... no matter how I earn my living. Because in A Course in Miracles I learned, our Bodies are Temporary Our Souls and Spirits forever
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