Rick

Well Rick told me that Jan (his ex) reads my blog each day.............aww I am so honored. Well what would you like to know my darling Jan? How I spritualy maintain a badboy drunk? Well it isn't easy......... you have to love and accept him the way he is, and when you love and accept someone they bloom................ you see I dont believe in AA............your mind is a powerful agent and in that if you stand up and say I am ???? I am an alcoholic........... then you ARE an alcoholic! Our minds and spirits are an amazing organ..........strong and powerful. now as far is rick is concerned Jan, he does well 98% of the time..............but then there is that 2% that people like you, his mom, his sister put in him...........the total self destruction and lack of self worth.

well enjoy my blog Jan, when you grow and learn to accept his freaky ass then he is yours.... I myself choose to wait on someone that gets a nose bleed from the power of our sex.......someone that knows that I am the other half of his whole............but fears US. Jan I will continue to be there for your idiot, I will continue to pick him up and love him, I will continue to keep him safe and fed, I will continue to tell him that he has worth! Someone has to care about Rick......and I guess it is put on me to not give up on him............... Many Blessings But we do have AMAZING SEX!!!! do you miss it????