Sitting here crying my eyes out.... I just can't do this anymore. Trying to stay positive when my world is total shit is finally getting to me. The dogs chewed up the car and ate my good ear ring today while I was in church...... I beg a friend to go see Rick and tell him that I loved him and she wouldnt take time out her day for it...... I give up. I am taking my dogs to the shelter tomorrow and going back to Vegas. All I wanted here was a home and a business that Rick and I could make a future with and help people along the way.
People tell me that it is Satan that makes these stumbling blocks and hardships..... I really don't care because my God has not been there to catch me when I fall.... Yes he keeps food in my mouth everyday, but that is it.
except for my sister and my mom Rick and I have had no one to turn to (thanks goes to my family) but they live on SSI and Retirement... and I can't stand being a burden to them. I am even collecting cans to buy my gas and dogfood. but if I go back to Vegas and escorting then at least I won't be a burden on them anymore.
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Ask away and I will try to fill ya in. Much Love