Well sweiing is going down but the bruises are intense

Now if your sitting on the phone at 12:25am with a man that is begging your permission to kill a woman...... wouldn't you call the police? Doesn't that make you an accessory to the fact? I mean that you would knowingly sit on a phone and listen to a woman die?

I am sitting here and brewing more and more about Sue rather than Rick, because she had no danger and she still chose, to leave unprotected. Even if she is in Vermont, you can get cops to a house in NV,

Anyone that reads my blogs know that have no fear, I will battle the devil if I feel that I am right. If my blogs re not strong enough (9000 readers a day) Then I will call the National Enquirer, My friend is a reporter with the Washington Post, My ex roommate is a reporter for the Review Journal here....... there are police photos and phone records that I am going to pull too!

I am a true believer in forgiveness, but I will NOT forget! Kathy thank you so much for your call, and remember what I said....your calling is to be here and be strong. Things truely happen for a reason, last night had to be my awakening that I can't save the world.......just parts of it. Until Rick lets go of his own demons then he will never accept the beauty of Gods love and acceptence. And as for Sue.... well we will see. My email address is earthgoddesscarla@gmail.com ... Sue called as soon as I posted the last blog, I will not accept calls from you. Rick does love to talk don't he?

Morning My Darlings

Gosh I love being home!!!!! My Vegas family has made me feel so welcome and loved, I do miss my Texas family but not the feeling of inadequecies that they gave me.

I went to listen to Blues last night with Wade, Darren, Roxy and Carla.... yes I said Darren and Roxy! and It was a very nice evening. I have learned thru this adventure this year that EVERYONE is Forgiveable except for Deb and Danyella (taking my pets to the shelter was something that I will never forgive that fake Brazilian and 2 faced backstabber) I do miss Rocky though, and I want to forgive him so much, but I can't.

Deb (the good one) and I are opening an entertainment agency, a web cam studio and a swingers club so it will be a busy time. I need to get at least 20K to get it off the ground, so I need to find an investor soon. I want a place that women feel comfortable in, a safe clean environment. Where No means No and your never disrespected or ordered to get in a car with a drunk driver.

Much Love and Many Blessings to Everyone..... Even you Larry

Healings and Great Gifts!!!!!!!!!

I have been blessed to see miracles in the last few weeks along with all the hardships, miracles from a girl in jail that needed to know that she deserved a second chance, to be the mother and woman she wanted to be..... miracles in seeing a scared young woman reach out to a stranger to not be alone while she was sick in the hospital...miracles in my beautiful family healing ... and hopefully soon the Unity of a complete family with my kiddos, their mates and all the grandkids loveingly becoming one family..... I am blessed in that all my children are strong individuals... and they are strong in their family convictions and beliefs.
Many Blessings


Thanks for all the Text Lisa....... reaching out is a sign of strength that only a REAL Earth Goddess can do