Update

Well Rick is doing great in rehab, he will be able to go out and get a job in 28 days. YEAH!!!!! I pray he doesn't hate me for forcing the issue.... but oh well if he does.

Now as for me, my abilities are growing really strong now and even did a youtube bringing a baby bird back from near death. I do miraculous healings but no one ever pays me, isn't it funny if I escort I make great money, but if I save alife they don'even call and say thank you? I am losing the apartment Monday.... didn't make enough to pay the rent this month. I have realized one thing, if I give a healing I can take it back.... if I give an ability I can take it back..... I have been vampired too long and drained. Sitting here alone so long has done great things for me in that I study and train all the time.

Even that damned documentary I did for Allison that cost me so many hours of my precious time I got not even any footage out of. I am getting alittle hard about the human condition. I would have starved this month if it had not been for Yolanda and Danyella. But all the other girls that I have helped either stole from me, used me, tore up my home or just plain tried to destroy me.

I have developed a new healing technique using theata waves, energy work and hypnosis........ and it is awesome.

I bless those that have been good to me, Many Blessings
CArla Holland-Strange

I am Back..... needed a blogger break

Wow what a journey this last 2 years have beens since I started my awakening to our creators love and plans. It sure hasn't been a bed of roses for me..... lost everything twice..... was homeless..... had to reinvent myself as a business woman and as a child of the creator. Thank God that I am a nudists as I haven't been able to afford any new clothes in 2 years since I gave up my porn company to follow Gods plan....hehehehehehehe.



But thank you Creator God/Goddess for teaching me about unconditional love and acceptance! Now give me the strength to get thru the journey of getting my spiritual retreat and healing center started....... I think that I have earned it!



I have been doing healings for the last year thru chakra cleansing and spiritual/sensual touch..... I must say that I am amazed at what I have been able to do. So far I have been working with parkinsons, depressions, after surgery fast healing, fertility (my favorite), sexual dysfunction, intimacy healing, psorisis, high blood pressure,..... I never want to replace a doctor but enhance them thru spiritual support.



Anyway if anyone has any ideas about how I can get my non-profit any faster then let me know. I need to find a location soon.