Thursday, September 24, 2009

Friends Lost

I miss Thomas so bad, so a friend got me a dog yesterday............her name is Cookie. She isn't Thomas and she won't take his place, but I will love her.

I still intend to get the pups up here and finish their training as seeing eye dogs, once I get the Rancho House. I love this house and am so thankful for Jeanette, BUT Rancho is my home.

Besides my animals, I miss Rocky. Even though I feel that he betrayed me, I know that I loved him. I did not love the others, but I felt that Rocky was my gay son that I had always wanted.... not that I dont adore my straight sons. I miss Darren, my silly little fucktard. Not as a husband, but as a wonderful friend that made me laugh and enjoy my life.

MJ I think about you everyday, and I know that you are here. I think that you know what is right in your heart....and remember that God will love and forgive anything that you have done. But the best thing that you can do is show people the power of Love, Happiness and Peace.

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