Sorry I haven't blogged in awhile, but I have been so busy getting ready for the new show... It starts next Monday at 7pm on adultbroadcastnetwork.com. Then I have been still looking for investors for my retreats, surrogacy programs, and real estate flipping.
Well Doc verified that I am pregnant yesterday. Which in my heart I never believed because I had a hysterectemy when I was 23! Taylor is apparently attached to my abdomen wall, They want to do an abortion but I would never do that. If I had that mentality I would not have Amanda right now..... my doctor wanted to do an abortion when I was pregnant with her and now I am still here and she is my joy. I don't like doctors they have given me a death sentence so many times, and I am still here.......... there was the pancreatitis, lupus, cancer, 2 strokes, Ludwig Angina and God has allowed me to remain on this Earth. So I guess I will do this bedrest thing as much as possible. I am eating great food, I was getting alot of excercise by swimming, and walking (still going to try alittle bit) until I start hurting again. I do my meditation and prayers 50 times aday and I stay centered.
Rick has become a problem child though. I started dating him to get over Joe and it has been a nightmare, it has been like being with Steve Murphy again except that I am a stronger woman this time and am not afraid of anything or anyone. so I am telling him today that he has to go!
Anyway we are doing a photoshoot today and I am going to post some photos of me and Taylor...She is going to be perfect I am sure of......but I need your prayers cause it does take a village to raise a child and I won't let a Doc condem her to death........soooooo pray in Gods name for my baby to get here safely........... ONLY In GODS name please. Point A to point B!
Carla Holland-Strange
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