Well long time since I updated... So Excited to announce that I have began to make an elixar that is amazing!!!! It can be drank or applied to your skin and it starts to work instantly! My neck look great and so does my face. We have also started using it on Danyelles psorisis and it is clearing that up to. Tonyas rosiatia, is doing awesome. And Mom is walking after 3 years and her pain meds are down to hardy any a day. I am keepi track of it all and taking pictures to post.
I believe in healing naturally and using no chemicals what so ever. I believe that God has given us these wonder plants to get off all of the effects of drugs.
I also found a church building that I want for the Church of the Fallen Angels..... I pray that I get it before Rick gets out of rehab... if he stays busy he will not fall back to drinking.
I am in my old home town nursing a dear friend that has been very sick for along time. But I am glad that I am home because my grandparents land is here and I am paying all the back taxes so that I can have a safe haven for my family and friends. No one should go thru all that Rick and I have gone thru in the last 3 years. And I want a place that any of you have a home if you need a home.
God has been harsh thru my transition and I don't know how I can possibly still love him..... but I do. I will devote my life thru service to others and I will welcome any and everyone that needs me.
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
I dont hide my drama or joys....... So Here Goes
Well everyone is driving me nuts with questions about how this all happened, so it is easier to tell all 6000 of you at one time versuses one at a time.... so here goes!
When I got back to Vegas from Texas, I litererally came back here with NOTHING just as I left (thanks to unnamed persons that I do love and forgive) My ex boss (and hero) was in town and offered me her vacation home here to stay in, but at the cost of $4000 a month, well knowing how my world is here I jumped at that because with soooooo many friends here I could easily afford that after All I had before.
But nothing at all is like it was before, I had grown a huge heart (bigger than I had before in fact) and it was my downfall. All I could think of was helping people, it was my obssession. I did clothing drives for the homeless, benefits for Aids (and you folks only donate .25 cents!) Three bands and all day and 25 cents? Letting producers that I adore come and shoot at my house for free, because I felt they would do what was right and at least offer. Taking people in that promised to pay when they got work and then they ran soon as they got a paycheck.
Now I am locked out of the house, all my possessions, my purse (with my ID and debt card) since last fri. did not want to put it on my friends to worry about on a holiday, but the little kild prankster has brought it all out. I am staying at WADES till this afternoon then I am totally homeless. I can't even get my ID to go to a brothel, because my ex boss and Triumph property management does not care.
I wanted people to see that the Adult Field was just a job and that we are all just people with families, that had normal lives outside of our jobs..... but I am wrong. The heart has left most people and they blame it on the economy, it isn't the economy because people that believe in God know that we get trials before rewards.... and how we adjust to those trials determine our rewards.
Yes I am still getting Red Rock, but that does not close till the middle of Dec. just in time for our party.
I have a little prepaid cell phone, but it runs out of minutes tomorrow. so if you need me my number is 702-496-3627 .... Do Not Believe that just cause I let you in on my temporary problems that I will stop fighting and believing........ That isn't me.
Much Love and Many Blessings
Carla Holland-Strange
Sue Kasser remember the mighty can fall, and the evil will perish...... I will survive because God watches over me....... remember my screams as I was being beaten and you sat and listened to it with sexual excitement? Judgement will come and it won't be from me........ aren't you over 60? Not long to make wrongs right.
When I got back to Vegas from Texas, I litererally came back here with NOTHING just as I left (thanks to unnamed persons that I do love and forgive) My ex boss (and hero) was in town and offered me her vacation home here to stay in, but at the cost of $4000 a month, well knowing how my world is here I jumped at that because with soooooo many friends here I could easily afford that after All I had before.
But nothing at all is like it was before, I had grown a huge heart (bigger than I had before in fact) and it was my downfall. All I could think of was helping people, it was my obssession. I did clothing drives for the homeless, benefits for Aids (and you folks only donate .25 cents!) Three bands and all day and 25 cents? Letting producers that I adore come and shoot at my house for free, because I felt they would do what was right and at least offer. Taking people in that promised to pay when they got work and then they ran soon as they got a paycheck.
Now I am locked out of the house, all my possessions, my purse (with my ID and debt card) since last fri. did not want to put it on my friends to worry about on a holiday, but the little kild prankster has brought it all out. I am staying at WADES till this afternoon then I am totally homeless. I can't even get my ID to go to a brothel, because my ex boss and Triumph property management does not care.
I wanted people to see that the Adult Field was just a job and that we are all just people with families, that had normal lives outside of our jobs..... but I am wrong. The heart has left most people and they blame it on the economy, it isn't the economy because people that believe in God know that we get trials before rewards.... and how we adjust to those trials determine our rewards.
Yes I am still getting Red Rock, but that does not close till the middle of Dec. just in time for our party.
I have a little prepaid cell phone, but it runs out of minutes tomorrow. so if you need me my number is 702-496-3627 .... Do Not Believe that just cause I let you in on my temporary problems that I will stop fighting and believing........ That isn't me.
Much Love and Many Blessings
Carla Holland-Strange
Sue Kasser remember the mighty can fall, and the evil will perish...... I will survive because God watches over me....... remember my screams as I was being beaten and you sat and listened to it with sexual excitement? Judgement will come and it won't be from me........ aren't you over 60? Not long to make wrongs right.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Did I Forget?
thank you my darling God for each and every blessing, stumbling block and hardship...... it truely makes us stronger people.
Many Blessings
Carla Holland-Strange
Many Blessings
Carla Holland-Strange
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Gosh I am getting Bad
Sorry I haven't blogged in awhile, but I have been so busy getting ready for the new show... It starts next Monday at 7pm on adultbroadcastnetwork.com. Then I have been still looking for investors for my retreats, surrogacy programs, and real estate flipping.
Well Doc verified that I am pregnant yesterday. Which in my heart I never believed because I had a hysterectemy when I was 23! Taylor is apparently attached to my abdomen wall, They want to do an abortion but I would never do that. If I had that mentality I would not have Amanda right now..... my doctor wanted to do an abortion when I was pregnant with her and now I am still here and she is my joy. I don't like doctors they have given me a death sentence so many times, and I am still here.......... there was the pancreatitis, lupus, cancer, 2 strokes, Ludwig Angina and God has allowed me to remain on this Earth. So I guess I will do this bedrest thing as much as possible. I am eating great food, I was getting alot of excercise by swimming, and walking (still going to try alittle bit) until I start hurting again. I do my meditation and prayers 50 times aday and I stay centered.
Rick has become a problem child though. I started dating him to get over Joe and it has been a nightmare, it has been like being with Steve Murphy again except that I am a stronger woman this time and am not afraid of anything or anyone. so I am telling him today that he has to go!
Anyway we are doing a photoshoot today and I am going to post some photos of me and Taylor...She is going to be perfect I am sure of......but I need your prayers cause it does take a village to raise a child and I won't let a Doc condem her to death........soooooo pray in Gods name for my baby to get here safely........... ONLY In GODS name please. Point A to point B!
Carla Holland-Strange
Well Doc verified that I am pregnant yesterday. Which in my heart I never believed because I had a hysterectemy when I was 23! Taylor is apparently attached to my abdomen wall, They want to do an abortion but I would never do that. If I had that mentality I would not have Amanda right now..... my doctor wanted to do an abortion when I was pregnant with her and now I am still here and she is my joy. I don't like doctors they have given me a death sentence so many times, and I am still here.......... there was the pancreatitis, lupus, cancer, 2 strokes, Ludwig Angina and God has allowed me to remain on this Earth. So I guess I will do this bedrest thing as much as possible. I am eating great food, I was getting alot of excercise by swimming, and walking (still going to try alittle bit) until I start hurting again. I do my meditation and prayers 50 times aday and I stay centered.
Rick has become a problem child though. I started dating him to get over Joe and it has been a nightmare, it has been like being with Steve Murphy again except that I am a stronger woman this time and am not afraid of anything or anyone. so I am telling him today that he has to go!
Anyway we are doing a photoshoot today and I am going to post some photos of me and Taylor...She is going to be perfect I am sure of......but I need your prayers cause it does take a village to raise a child and I won't let a Doc condem her to death........soooooo pray in Gods name for my baby to get here safely........... ONLY In GODS name please. Point A to point B!
Carla Holland-Strange
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