Well everyone is driving me nuts with questions about how this all happened, so it is easier to tell all 6000 of you at one time versuses one at a time.... so here goes!
When I got back to Vegas from Texas, I litererally came back here with NOTHING just as I left (thanks to unnamed persons that I do love and forgive) My ex boss (and hero) was in town and offered me her vacation home here to stay in, but at the cost of $4000 a month, well knowing how my world is here I jumped at that because with soooooo many friends here I could easily afford that after All I had before.
But nothing at all is like it was before, I had grown a huge heart (bigger than I had before in fact) and it was my downfall. All I could think of was helping people, it was my obssession. I did clothing drives for the homeless, benefits for Aids (and you folks only donate .25 cents!) Three bands and all day and 25 cents? Letting producers that I adore come and shoot at my house for free, because I felt they would do what was right and at least offer. Taking people in that promised to pay when they got work and then they ran soon as they got a paycheck.
Now I am locked out of the house, all my possessions, my purse (with my ID and debt card) since last fri. did not want to put it on my friends to worry about on a holiday, but the little kild prankster has brought it all out. I am staying at WADES till this afternoon then I am totally homeless. I can't even get my ID to go to a brothel, because my ex boss and Triumph property management does not care.
I wanted people to see that the Adult Field was just a job and that we are all just people with families, that had normal lives outside of our jobs..... but I am wrong. The heart has left most people and they blame it on the economy, it isn't the economy because people that believe in God know that we get trials before rewards.... and how we adjust to those trials determine our rewards.
Yes I am still getting Red Rock, but that does not close till the middle of Dec. just in time for our party.
I have a little prepaid cell phone, but it runs out of minutes tomorrow. so if you need me my number is 702-496-3627 .... Do Not Believe that just cause I let you in on my temporary problems that I will stop fighting and believing........ That isn't me.
Much Love and Many Blessings
Carla Holland-Strange
Sue Kasser remember the mighty can fall, and the evil will perish...... I will survive because God watches over me....... remember my screams as I was being beaten and you sat and listened to it with sexual excitement? Judgement will come and it won't be from me........ aren't you over 60? Not long to make wrongs right.
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