My Miracle Baby

As most of you know that I got pregnant AFTER a hysterectomy, a total miracle......except like all the other cases of this happening I lost her at 5 months. But people fail to realize that me getting pregnant at all was a miracle unto itself! I am sorry that dad ran and hid his head rather than acknowledge her exsistance... it was his loss. I am having to work out the grief on this one by myself. When I was in the hospital the other night, because I was still showing and testing positive for pregnancy, but no baby was there....... it broke my heart. BUT I had to face facts, a real man is there for ALL of his children not just the ones that he chooses to love. Docs put me thru some weird treatment and now my waist is back to normal and I started back to excercise yesterday.