Good Morning All.... My Ideas on being an Earth Goddess

An Earth Goddess to me is an ever evolving spirit, and yes I believe that there are Earth Gods too.....Not to replace our Heavenly Father, we are after all his Children not his equals.

I have been going thru this majical transformation for awhile now and I am actually seeing that my sisters have been going thru it too and scared to talk to anyone about it since it may appear that you have gone insane!!!! I mean how do you explain that you wake up each morning with a new talent or ability that you didn't have when you went to bed?

I mean EVERY kind of Gift imaginable! Healings, Art, Music, Cooking and most of all Peace!

After being a big woman, my entire life I can now eat anything I want and keep to a healthy size..... Why? Because my knowledge is growing dailey of who I am and what I can offer! I offer my limited knowledge of what our gifts are and what important part we play in saving our world. I saw Kirstie Ally on one of the tabloids the other day and it broke my heart, you see I believe that she is an Earth Goddess that is fighting her transformation. You see I was given a short time to live 4 years ago and I weighed 350 pounds, but thru this transformation I know that I will be here many years and at a healthy size (not skinny) skinny is not what my body wants.

A true Earth Goddess learns the importance of the female orgasm and the role that it plays in our serenity and it is also a huge bonding factor with our mates (not that I have a mate)

A True Earth Goddess begins to Center Herself and realize the importance of great balance and understanding of WHO we Are.... and we never settle.

We are an amazing species, rare, our Fathers Treasure.... We are strong, kind, respectful, and sometimes brutally honest..... We excell in everything, we have a hard time with accepting failure. We have to stay humble and keep greed from taking over our soul.....although I think our basic core is so strong that it is hard to corrupt.
Many Blessings to ALL my Sister Goddesses

Now Who I am.....Damn

Have you ever heard the Song I'm a Bitch? Well I guess that fits me better than anything I am all things to all people. I have been a stripper, escort, porn actress, porn producer, wife, mother, sinner, saint, granny to 9, and now studying to be a minister and psychologist.. While Homeless!!!! I am going to try and blog this horrid mess and let you see that even out of the horror and injustices you can shine!

I have nearly died 6 times, been abused by many men, strangeled and left for dead, raped and told I would have been better off dead, sit next to a serial killer for weeks at a club and had the salvation not to be one of his victims!

I have joined every religion thinking that maybe it would make me whole, some did for a minute. I then turned on religion because I felt that it had betrayed me or rather that My God had betrayed me thru so many trials..... now I realized that the trials were just life! No more no less! I have realized that religion wasn't important to me (or I would have held onto it) My spirituality is (and I never let that go)

I have felt like shit for so long and blamed myself for my path that I chose but I would still today choose the same path...... it is what has lead me to the knowledge that I am a true gift of God (as we all Are)

You see I am one of those people that hang out with every type of person... gays, trannies, black, white, green .... Hell I had to have a shirt made for the clubs that stated "I have No Penis!!!' I have dealt with every addiction in the world and fetish for that matter, so it is impossible to shock me or even make me not understand. Ya see on my journey I have learned to never judge or condemn, but accept and love!