We Need Help

Morning Star Retreat

Morning Star will feature new age spiritual beliefs and health programs
non-religion based spiritual meetings and classes
alternative medical practices
colonics
accupressure
accupuncture
chakra realigning and charging
sensual healing
alternative infertility treatments
reiki
healthier food behaviors
organic gardens
energy healings
animal energy healings
meditation gardens


This is my Dream and I believe that this was my purpose, I have seen the miracles that sensual and spiritual healing can do! I was suppose to die 5 years ago from Lupus and now there is no signs what so ever of Lupus. I know with a firm belief that God will guide us to miracle healing modalities that it will happen!

I need donations to get this all started and it can only come from true believers in Gods amazing grace..... Look at the changes that he has done in mine and Ricks lives.

If anyone wants to donate to help me with any of this I have a paypal acct setup under Earthgoddesscarla@gmail.com even $5 can make a difference in many lives.

Thanks So Much and Many Blessings
Rev. Carla Holland-Strange

Trying to Get This to My Editor

I will be sending this off to the publisher soon ..... my journey will never come to an end... but this will help others through all the craziness of the Awakening.

I have learned that most of this is just helping others, but in helping others it also helps yourself to become stronger as a person.

When I met and fell in love with Rick struggling with his frailities made me stand stronger to try and protect him. It also made me stronger learning to let him go. I still pray for him and his family everyday that they will eventually forgive each other and heal as a family should.

I will go to the counceling sessions with Rick, but will not allow him near me untill he finishes his program on his own..... you see I am extremely strong now.

I am now on the International Council for Interfaith Ministries! Yeah!!!!! You see in the last 2 1/2 years since I began on this crazy journey I have grown and become respected in the Spiritual field. Many Blessings

Sooo Tired today

I was called in on a pet healing for the last 2 days and I found that it was more for the owner than the cat...... Cat had a stroke Sunday, but is doing fine now. Owner is pouring out lots of pain from the past. I am having to distance for awhile or I get drained. I love what I do and find that I truely have an amazing gift, but it is a burden too...... it was soooo much easier before the awakening.

I have been having prophetic dreams too of a huge disaster coming within the month, and taking a huge amount of lives. I called in 2 other spiritualist and they are feeling the same things. That is a huge burden on a 50 yo woman to hold up and not be able to do anything about.

I am Back..... needed a blogger break

Wow what a journey this last 2 years have beens since I started my awakening to our creators love and plans. It sure hasn't been a bed of roses for me..... lost everything twice..... was homeless..... had to reinvent myself as a business woman and as a child of the creator. Thank God that I am a nudists as I haven't been able to afford any new clothes in 2 years since I gave up my porn company to follow Gods plan....hehehehehehehe.



But thank you Creator God/Goddess for teaching me about unconditional love and acceptance! Now give me the strength to get thru the journey of getting my spiritual retreat and healing center started....... I think that I have earned it!



I have been doing healings for the last year thru chakra cleansing and spiritual/sensual touch..... I must say that I am amazed at what I have been able to do. So far I have been working with parkinsons, depressions, after surgery fast healing, fertility (my favorite), sexual dysfunction, intimacy healing, psorisis, high blood pressure,..... I never want to replace a doctor but enhance them thru spiritual support.



Anyway if anyone has any ideas about how I can get my non-profit any faster then let me know. I need to find a location soon.

The End

this will be my final post......... it has been a long 2 years and we are going to publish this as a guide for transition. May God Bless and realize transition hurts like hell.......... but it makes you stronger

Carla Holland-Strange

Struggles, Pain, Transitions

After the last 2 years I am still amazed that I have not committed haricari.. it has been so hard. Thru transition I have learned that I could love people that did not deserve my love, I could trust people that were not trustworthy, I could be betrayed over and over and still not lose faith.

Crazy as it sounds....... I love unconditionaly.

I will never give up on Rick, but he beat me bad again 3 days ago and I never want to be with him as a mate again. He will do 6 months in rehab or go back on the streets.......... it is not my issue.

Bree and I have actually done 6 healings this week that the doctors of our clients are calling us to see what we did to heal their patients........ see if your sick you have to want to be healed...... not use it as an excuse.

I was called this morning to do a healing in India (that is soooooo amazing) we have to wait for my new passport.

Oh My God

I picked Rick up at the bus station and I am appauld.... I have never seen him so bad. He looks so old I did not recognize him and he stunk so bad that I nearly threw up......... so pathetic. He was doing so well before I went to jail.. This is a test of my faith because as much as I love God, why is he putting Rick thru all of this? How can you punish your child with such a vengence as God has punished him? Or does Ricks guilts and fears draw this negative energy to him?

I will keep practising unconditional love...... but it is hard. I have met an amazing man that fits into a spiritual world and carries no negative baggage.... and he adores me........... but how can I walk away from Rick when he is sooo fragile?