Well this was a wierd day and it totally knocked me out..... I have been alittle upset with Debbie and I decided not to go over to her house today for the photo shoot, but got one of my crazy signs that a I needed to use my gift with a friend with lung cancer. Now you got to understand that I don't understand this gift at all.... when I started with Patty, she seemed to get alot worse with her back. So of course it scares me when the friend has fucking lung cancer (and there is tension between us) so how is that going to work?
Well I got there and you could feel the tension down to my spine.... in fact it felt like I walked into a toxic dump site.... then add on that there were 5 god/goddess energies there. Now a God/Goddess energy sounds heavenly but it isn't (think that is why I was miserable at my Moms) It is hardcore draining power struggles. Well I had barely been there one hour and Deb started throwing up and I became physically depleted.... you see it is as painful for the healer as it is for the ill (and top it that it is an ill Goddess ... Oh My) i haven't been drinking any wine for awhile, but had to numb some of the toxcins running thru me.
Except for Patty, who asked me to rub her back (cause she felt that I could heal) No one has ever known that I was doing a heling when I hugged them goodbye and asked God to heal........ so tomorrow is a huge knowledge for me....... I know that Patty is healing (degeneration of the spine) but am I strong enough for Lung Cancer?
Well I guess only time will tell..... soon as I got home It knocked me out and I woke up to blog all of this 6 hours later.
Many Blessings
Carla Holland-Strange
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