Vegas

Gosh.......finally headed home and it is like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I ran to Texas because I was scared of being alone in Vegas when all this drama began.... now I realize I have been more alone here than I ever would have there. Don't get me wrong people "tried' to be there for me here in Texas.......BUT they didn't want to be. and if you truely love someone it comes with no strings attached. I am going back to Vegas with 5 bucks to my name, but I KNOW I will be ok..... I know that God loves us wild, crazy sinners with all his heart..... because I don't hide behind a church and religion to know that I am a good person.

I love you Dionne for being there for me, you gave and never asked for anything in return.... We agreed to disagree about everything, but you showed me that mutual respect does exsist here.

I love you Wade, because you have always been my burly grumpy shoulder to lean on... That is the reason that I am not afraid to go home!

I love you Chanel for keeping clothes on my back! Wish we wore the same size shoe!!!!

I love you Deb, for the shelter that you have offered me, even without electric i know that I will feel welcomed and loved.......We WILL get that electric back on.

I love you Robert for making sure that when I asked for help you came thru and did not hold it against me or use it on me.

I love you Jeremy, Brandon, and Amanda...... though your hands are tied by bonds that you have no control over...... I know that you love me!

I love you Vegas for being a place that freaks, misfits and immorals can fit in and find true friends that love them.

I know in my heart that I will never willingly return to Texas, I won't come back for any reasons, no illnesses, deaths, marriages, births will draw me back here. Phones are perfect ways to stay in contact