Let's Talk Love

Isn't it amazing to look in? I mean to watch others interact? All people want and crave love, but most never achieve "the one" Rick always told me that I wasn't the one......... yet soon as I laid eyes on his dirty homeless self I knew that he was the one.............But it really does take two. 3 years is enough to stop and rethink......... OOPS I stopped the flow of what is important right now..

I teach sex because I know that it regeneraates us and renews our bodies (with orgasm only) But I see couples flowing to swingers events, rolling with their backs together, or looking for "friends with benefits" because they are too gunshy to commit..........Look people if you love your mate talk to them........ but also remember to listen. It is give and take. I feel like such a hypocrite because I praise marriage so much and am single.

You know what is funny? My friends are jealous of my life because I have traveled, done things they wanted to do, meet people dream of..all of the adult stuff. BUTTTTTTTTTTTT people I sleep alone each and every night. Because I won't settle for anyone but "the one" Maybe I was totally wrong about why God made me stick with Rick thru everything..maybe he just needed help and I was suppose to be there.

I am about to have a date, can ya believe it? I mean he is gorgeous, sexy, and kind..........but I dont know how to date dammit.


Many Blessings
Carla

Never Ending Drama

You know I am amazing at what I do and I love it......... not bragging just true. After failed marriages over crappy sex, all I ever did was study the amazing Orgasm and realized that it was also a huge healing vibration, so I have devoted my life to the study and the theory of Orgasm. But does anyone pay attention? No they will always see me as the ex porn producer and hooker! Big Deal! I am also educated, and I believe in what I do!

I believe in marriage, family, and committment but I see marriages fall apart all the time over crappy sex lifes. All I wanted to do was make a difference! I can get the men into my practice but not the wives..... I am about to give up!
Carla Holland-Strange
702-265-08888

Being Nutz is OK

You know that having odd thoughts and behaviors is ok as long as your a grounded good person, I told my whole family about this chip thing in May 2009 and no one believed me, then it was on "Another World" in Paul Stienbecks brain and my MOM believed him! Now there is a story on it on Ripley's Believe it Or NOT....... and again the world will believe that.

BUT a common person speaks up and says that they know their body and can feel all of the changes, and we are called crazy. I can tell you when I need sodium, pottassium, when my bp is spiking, irregular heartbeats......EVERYTHING that my body is doing I know! Just call me Bionic Girl

Drugs and Porn

I really need to get alot off my shoulders that mean alot to me and One is drug use. Now you see I was clean 21 years from drugs till I got to Las Vegas and Porn, BUT Guess what Vegas nor Porn started it back for me! That would be a total Excuse! 80% of Adult Actors do not even use a drug alot dont drink or smoke either! They go and get blood done every month for sexually transmitted diseases, they give to charities and basically kind people.

I got on meth because I did not like what I saw in the mirror, and yes it did make me lose some weight. BUT soon as I saw my life was turning to shit I got off of it, but then NONE of my friends believed it cause I didn't do the rehab thing and have to detox......BIG Deal! I put my faith in god and was blessed enough to quit overnight! For the second time in my life! And that was with the Vampires that robbed me doing them everyday in my face. Plus I continued to go from a size 14 to an 8 without drugs and excuses!

And the one that got me started back on drugs by the way was a computer repair guy not a porn star! I know your gonna say none of them were there for me when things got rough and why do I still love them and love the industry..... Because they are TRYING to make changes! Remember the old day. These are wonderful regular people that chose a different path...... not a path of Sin just a job choice. You see people look at things wrong. When God Said not to commit Adultry it was about the heart (true love) or spirit and body are 2 seperate things..... our spirit loves and our body has sex. Sex is a much needed function for our bodies pressure vavles, without sexual release we do build up and explode.

So moral to the story is People if sex is not that great with you as a couple, get some help!!! Therapy, Sexual Surrogate, Even a hooker that you know and trust.

Well this is my Other Screen Name

Seems that someone locked me out of my own AOL Acct. Why do people think that if they can pretend to be you that they will be you? Never gonna happen.... I am and will ALWAYS Be Vegas Adult Talent...... no matter how many times that you steal my passwords. Just cause ya want it don't make it so. I gathered talent because they knew they could trust me. That I would never exploit them and that I would always put them first. I sent out many girls to Hardcore Modeling knowing that Ditto would never give me a cent, cause I knew the girl actually needed to money more than I needed the kudos.
Carla Holland Strange
Many Blessings to the World

Wow! Did I say that?

In the next few days I am going to talk about stuff that you don't usually hear from the average middle age (elderly) woman talk freely and happily about..... Sex, Blow Jobs, Masturbation, Cooking, Weight Loss, Kindness (Random Acts), Non-Profits, Rip Offs,cams, The News