Parties, Locations, Real Estate, Couples Retreats

I am still working on all of my plans............I will never let my dreams die that is for sure! Want to hear all of them? I am enjoying blogging this morning and getting alot of it out of my thoughts and down in writing.
I want to buy preforeclosures and lease option to the families that are losing them
I want to have network parties, location shoots, Spiritual Meetings
I want to start couples retreats and teach people how to fall back inlove thru sensuality
I want to get the surrogacy program off the ground to help the Desiree Alliance

You see a woman has the rights to rent her body if she chooses, and she has the right to get out of the business if she chooses! And if she needs help that is what we are here for either direction!

Drugs and Porn

I really need to get alot off my shoulders that mean alot to me and One is drug use. Now you see I was clean 21 years from drugs till I got to Las Vegas and Porn, BUT Guess what Vegas nor Porn started it back for me! That would be a total Excuse! 80% of Adult Actors do not even use a drug alot dont drink or smoke either! They go and get blood done every month for sexually transmitted diseases, they give to charities and basically kind people.

I got on meth because I did not like what I saw in the mirror, and yes it did make me lose some weight. BUT soon as I saw my life was turning to shit I got off of it, but then NONE of my friends believed it cause I didn't do the rehab thing and have to detox......BIG Deal! I put my faith in god and was blessed enough to quit overnight! For the second time in my life! And that was with the Vampires that robbed me doing them everyday in my face. Plus I continued to go from a size 14 to an 8 without drugs and excuses!

And the one that got me started back on drugs by the way was a computer repair guy not a porn star! I know your gonna say none of them were there for me when things got rough and why do I still love them and love the industry..... Because they are TRYING to make changes! Remember the old day. These are wonderful regular people that chose a different path...... not a path of Sin just a job choice. You see people look at things wrong. When God Said not to commit Adultry it was about the heart (true love) or spirit and body are 2 seperate things..... our spirit loves and our body has sex. Sex is a much needed function for our bodies pressure vavles, without sexual release we do build up and explode.

So moral to the story is People if sex is not that great with you as a couple, get some help!!! Therapy, Sexual Surrogate, Even a hooker that you know and trust.

Now do you want to talk about Sex? and why so many men have to turn to hookers, escorts, massage parlors, mistresses? All of which are not a bad thing by the way, BUT there is a reason. Most guys truely love their wives and want it to work but they are so sexually frustrated that they turn into a different direction rather than have confrontation at home. You see it is easy to take the risk of "maybe" getting caught versus actually confronting someone you love saying that you need more in the bedroom. See us women go a different direction, we can hold out better than guys and alot of us don't even realize that we are doing it out of non-fullfilment.

The Average woman needs extras for an orgasm, but guys take it personally and it isn't PERSONAL it is our bodies!

Each male client that I would see, I would make sure that I had a REAL orgasm too! and believe me none of them took offence that their favorite elderly hooker got her orgasm too. It is just different when it comes to their wives. They don't see that if THEY don't get it right the wife wont go to a service they will get a lover! So guys pick up some flowers, wine, and toys