Letter I wrote to my Mom

This is the Second time that I have been arrested after 2 people started coming down from their drugs of choice.... both times 2 people on one and I am the one that went to jail! I am also the one that was not doing a drug or drunk. Now I am not an Angel I did beat the shit out of a friend one night because she called me "Robert's Whore" But these two incidences no I did not inflict enough pain to be on the run.

By the way when you hit someone there are bruises on your hands and swelling..... you BOTH saw what you wanted to see. It is call mass hysteria. You can blame me all you want, but I wasn't coming down from Vicodin. and just because someone says something does not mean you have to verbally push them in a corner.... i called Kaye evil, Does that give her the right to POKE me into a corner calling me a Cunt 5 times? When I hit someone it leaves marks that fade, when you verbally abuse someone it leaves marks forever...... and you BOTH have been the queens of verbal abuse to me. Those children are doomed to grown up thinking it is ok to abuse childrens lungs, and bash people verbally, or make fun of their looks..... everytime you call someone a name look in the mirror!

Knowing that my OWN family is trying to control me with fear, is kinda laughable..... stress me out and watch my BP kill me.... then you don't have to take accountability of the harms that you inflict. Well what you do to people is no different from what that girl did to that baby except that baby only had to endure it for 3 weeks, mine has been 48 years of emotional dismemberment

You see I have beaten someone in a rage, you remember EVERY single Second of it and your hands hurt for days! AND I was drinking! I was Sober with Kaye and not a Mark! that soon after an assault there would not be a bruise, but a swelling and red marks. Bruises age with colors they don't begin with colors! Thank God that the ONE person that I really did attack was more family to me than you 2. I love you Bonnie!

I love you too! Just get off the drugs (vicodin) all it is doing is masking the real pain .... the pain of hating the world you created for yourselves... lonliness and bitterness!

As for the cops and Falls County I told some home truths that have gotten me in trouble....... They misuse Charity Funds to benefit them versus the county, the judge sits and gossips in front of inmates, with chest pains no one came to even check on me. they refused to let me have my BP meds till AFTER I was released knowing that I was hurting in the CAR! It is all in the paperwork that I donated to the charity. Because I am tired of being scared of what is going to happen to me. Great way to keep my mouth shut is by dismissing a case and holding it over my head! By the way has anyone not heard of Miranda Rights anymore? or Double Jepardy? Falsifying Paperwork? Leaving MY property out on the Desk from 930 pm to 500 am? Denying my rights to Medical Attention?

I am NOT Hiding anymore from ANY Thing I will fight to the End for what I know is true.......... Print this and Give it to Officer Hamilton, and the Mayor!

Non-Profits run thru Texas Star Bank... that aren't really
Credit Cards that disappear in the Lott Post Office
Food Charities given out to the well off versus the poor
Disaster funds that Common People don't know about that sit unclaimed that the county gets to sit on!
You see EVERYONE has gotten so Jaded that they just keep allowing shit like this, because they don't have indignation anymore in what is wrong!

I am giving this to the cop I trust too! After being a cop for so many years he would not have made the mistakes he did on that report, he did it to save me!