News........ Good and Bad

Well I knew there was a reason that God forced me back to Texas and now I am glad he did..... my Dad had a heart attack. I know that he has never cared about me, but I am glad that I am here close if this is the end. Everything happens for a reason of this I am sure.

I talked to my darling Marque Black and I think he is coming to help me with the retreats, guess he is still having troublles getting on his feet there in Vegas..... and Danyelle is coming Monday.......YEAHHHHHH all my friends (true ones) are migrating here...... now I need to find Drew and get him here. Hell tawney just spent a week with us and we did not kill each other. We seem t be different people here.

I have realized alot since I have been here.... cream really does float to the top. The friends that stuck are my cream.

Mom and I are totally back to talking to each other every single day and it made me realize how incomplete I felt when I could not tell her that I loved her every single day. anyway enough of the maudlin stuff............... Many Blessings to all!

Being back in Texas

Things are going pretty well here, Tawney is visiting and we are woorking alot....... funny thing is we get along great here and fought all the time in Vegas. Then I have Barry, Steph and my best friend Sharon here in town too.... so I am not alone. There is alot more work for me here than in Vegas, so life is not a struggle here as it was there. My little house is cute (not fancy like my others, but cute) and I can even afford to keep this one on my own. ... plus like I said there is plenty of work here for me. I will have a car by Weds and my son is coming to live with me!

I know alot of you ask me about Rick, I haven't heard from him at all..... he sent me a message that he hates me and never wants to see me again..... oh well. I love him with all my heart, but he was toxic and it nearly dragged me down with him. Jeremy said that Rick is doing great and that he even has a car (which is scary with his drinking) So I guess I was toxic to him too.

I love you all that follows my life and progresses the house number is 817-341-6277

Long Time

Well I swore that I wasn't going to post anymore but found that I had a huge following and all the emails wanting to know what had happened to me.... so here goes.

I am back in Texas and things are pretty good! I just got a house and am waiting to finalize the nudist resort that I always wanted to open. Rick is still in Las Vegas and claims that he hates my guts, but we all know that Rick hates himself. He had detoxed and did amazing until New Years Eve, when he decided to go off on his own and pulled an over nighter....... so I turned the tables on him New Years Day and I got sloppy drunk and embarrassed him in front of people (people never let me do that again please) anyway I told him to go. He was still calling old Sue Kessler for her approval for everything he did.... so maybe the old bitch will support his crazy ass. LOL I know this does not sound like me, but I finally got fed up.

Anyway I am ok, and planning on finishing my degree in the Spring. my number is 817-341-6277 if anyone needs to talk to me. I know that Rick can't get this because he can't figure out the computer well enough.