Trying to Get This to My Editor

I will be sending this off to the publisher soon ..... my journey will never come to an end... but this will help others through all the craziness of the Awakening.

I have learned that most of this is just helping others, but in helping others it also helps yourself to become stronger as a person.

When I met and fell in love with Rick struggling with his frailities made me stand stronger to try and protect him. It also made me stronger learning to let him go. I still pray for him and his family everyday that they will eventually forgive each other and heal as a family should.

I will go to the counceling sessions with Rick, but will not allow him near me untill he finishes his program on his own..... you see I am extremely strong now.

I am now on the International Council for Interfaith Ministries! Yeah!!!!! You see in the last 2 1/2 years since I began on this crazy journey I have grown and become respected in the Spiritual field. Many Blessings

Sooo Tired today

I was called in on a pet healing for the last 2 days and I found that it was more for the owner than the cat...... Cat had a stroke Sunday, but is doing fine now. Owner is pouring out lots of pain from the past. I am having to distance for awhile or I get drained. I love what I do and find that I truely have an amazing gift, but it is a burden too...... it was soooo much easier before the awakening.

I have been having prophetic dreams too of a huge disaster coming within the month, and taking a huge amount of lives. I called in 2 other spiritualist and they are feeling the same things. That is a huge burden on a 50 yo woman to hold up and not be able to do anything about.

I am Back..... needed a blogger break

Wow what a journey this last 2 years have beens since I started my awakening to our creators love and plans. It sure hasn't been a bed of roses for me..... lost everything twice..... was homeless..... had to reinvent myself as a business woman and as a child of the creator. Thank God that I am a nudists as I haven't been able to afford any new clothes in 2 years since I gave up my porn company to follow Gods plan....hehehehehehehe.



But thank you Creator God/Goddess for teaching me about unconditional love and acceptance! Now give me the strength to get thru the journey of getting my spiritual retreat and healing center started....... I think that I have earned it!



I have been doing healings for the last year thru chakra cleansing and spiritual/sensual touch..... I must say that I am amazed at what I have been able to do. So far I have been working with parkinsons, depressions, after surgery fast healing, fertility (my favorite), sexual dysfunction, intimacy healing, psorisis, high blood pressure,..... I never want to replace a doctor but enhance them thru spiritual support.



Anyway if anyone has any ideas about how I can get my non-profit any faster then let me know. I need to find a location soon.