Monday, September 20, 2010

Unconditional LOVE

A dear friend of mine responeded something to me yesterday on Facebook, and I didn't understand...... but then she said she read this blog. Well sometimes I forget that my 4000 readers aday aren't just faceless strangers....but friends and family. so I guess I have a responsibilty to keep this thing up.

First let me say up front, I have set a path to live my life thru unconditional love. I love with no rules, no limitations. That is how I open my eyes every single day.

I know most are curious about the Rick thing..... we are together. He came back to work off the money that he stole from me. Funny thing we have loved each other for nearly 2 years.... but have just fallen in love. He is making my house a home.... his guilt over hurting the one person that stood by him almost destroyed him. Funny thing is the money don't mean a thing to me.

We have taken in 2 more homeless guys that are bringing a new joy each day to our hearts. Adopt a homeless person and save a life........ all it cost is extra food at your table, alittle extra utilities...... and a few tears. Because they did not wake up one day and say I want to be homeless.

Tommorrow they will be at the labor ready and have food in their bellies. Ricks mom won't send his birth certificate for him to get a job, but we are going to spend the 60 we can't afford and get it. We are getting married 10/10/10 so will need it anyway.... Yes I said we are getting married. Because we know that every breath we take each day is because of the other one stood by them in all the bad times in the last 2 years. The bad times that turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to either of us.

I mean think of it
lost my home
lost my business
lost my family (for a time)
got poisoned
went insane
went to jail
lived on a rock
............................
found my faith
fell in love with God
looked at my family in a new light
found the love of my life.... a love not built on money or sex (we don't have either)

Not a bad last 2 years huh? My you tube vides are going to include our life here soon. Remember God has a plan That is why you watch and read.

Many Blessings and MUCH LOVE

Friday, September 3, 2010

MY New House

oh my heck I love my new house!!!!!!! Thank you Mom!!!!!! It is like I have recieved my life back! I love you so much Mom for giving me a second chance!

I will post pictures soon...... we have done sooo much. House is a baby mansion that was destroyed by past teneants.

I have split for good with rick...... he stole $500 from me while I slept. i am so tired of taking care of a man that hates himself so much