2012 Visions and Realities

Have you wondered what 2012 will bring to you? If for some reason you are reading this then you will probably be one of the survivors of 2012. The survivors are the ones that God choose to stay here on Earth after the disasters have rebirthed the World......... There are many signs that will show you the way and the truths that you can find on your own. Try numerology I was born may 2nd 1961 and my full name is carla michele holland do a chart on that and see that I am here to state certain truths..... Some will be saved and will be here many years there after. You will be shocked at who all it is..... these will be people that have been fighting illness most of their lives, put others always before themselves and lived a kinda "jaded naughty bad boy life"

Do you wake up everynight between 2am and 4 am? Do you notice 333 or 11:11 alot? Do you have a huge empathy power? Does your heart pound the days of these disasters? I am now teaching and counseling for what is to begin.... already began in fact with Katrina, Haiti, Chilie and soon Hawaii, Vegas and California. God is not doing these things out of hate, but out of desperation to bring his light to his children. Seems that people forget to thank HIM, share love with HIM........ Just My 2 Cents

doing what is right... Live Oak Resort

well I had decided to let things go about Live Oak Resort and just forget it, UNTIL yesterday when I went into the truenudists chatroom and was verbally bullied by someone from the resort. It made me realize that if I let this go it did not affect just me.... But any woman that went there unescorted, she would be totally unprotected! So I called the best lawyer in Ft Worth yesterday and he jumped on the case.... I have an appt today at 2:30 pm. You see I don't care about money anymore now it is much deeper... it is about doing what is right!

My attorney says that we should get at least 5M and I can get it all out in the open about the septic, the credit card padding, all of the accidents and the land scams. Also about the crooked county that keeps letting it all be covered up. And the local newspaper guy that went in and jacked off on a lady while she was sleeping in her tent........ I got ALL of this information from people that actually live at the resort. They are the reason that I never went thru with this..... but I called them last night and they agreed that it all has to come out. I am not scared anymore.

Danyelle

yeahhhhhhhhhh Danyelle is here..... I have been sooooooooo stressed wondering about how small town weatherford would deal with my ts friend.........they are wonderful!!!!!

All about Carla Holland-Strange

I got to thinking that I got into this blog a year ago to make my transistion easier and use this as a venting tool....... Well a friend who is a great author loves it but says that I need to tell you all about who I am, where I have been and what future that I see....... hmmm ok well lets get started.

My name is Carla Michele Holland Strange, I was born May 2 1961, in Brownwood Texas. first child of Sandra Kaye Petty age 16 and Scottie Wayne Holland 16... two idiot children that decided to do a defiance act towards their parents and get married and get pregnant right away..... then split up in 6 weeks.

I was always an overweight and very timid child, scared of my own shadow. In School I was part of the misfits that was made fun of and humiliated about everyday. I was very smart and loved everything about school.... but still did not fit in anywhere.

I married the first man that paid attention to me, a man that was 9 years my elder. A man that loved women, and had to prove his love of women everyday..... wit any woman that would slow down enough for him to fuck. Every single night of my married life was spent crying in frustration..... no orgasm...... no love...... no affection. And the constant knowledge that he was fucking every bar girl and neighbor in our town. For 3 years he fucked around, beat me and forced me into pregnancies that I wasn't ready for. But now in hindsight i have learned to recognise my past and then let it go....... it is a huge weight to carry around. A burden that keeps your fat around you to protect you from other men.

I don't feel like going thru all my hardships to make you understand that what does not kill you truely makes you stronger..... But here is a list to help you understand how lucky I feel today to be alive and very much at peace with myself.

raped twice.. once by my own grandfather
2 strokes
10 pregnancies 7 miscarriages
strangled and left for dead
every man in my life has fucked around on me
I stayed fat to protect myself
was butchered in Costa Rica and left to die
got pancreatitis and ended up in ICU
Ludwig Angina and back in ICU
Poisoned by a dear friend that I let live with me

And guess what? I am happier than I have ever been in my life!!! this year of being homeless and totally lost at times has been a spiritual adventure that I will always treasure and appreciate for making me a strong woman.

Gosh

Well everything is going great here cept for alittle nasuea, working my tail off and getting my life back in gear. I have been studying alot and am cleping alot of the courses for my degree. I will still have to take a couple of courses, I am also stuying the new age atlantis, and the 2012 events. More and more of that all rings true.

Danyelle will be here tomorrow, gosh I am so glad to have a like spirit here. Barry is working on my house and I talk to Darren all the time.... I am sure that we will be together soon...... love my wierd little family.